recently lots of things had happened ..
my life nearly came to an end when i think that all hope for her is gone and no matter hw much of money will get her well
the thoughts really make me super heart pain.
she cares and love me like no one else ever do but still she havent really enjoyed her life.
pls pls pls i beg all mighty above the world to give her more time.
i really need to spent mre time with her.
she said that she wants to see me get married.
and *claps claps* i told her sure will de :D
ah ma stay strong.
i love you!
Im tired and yeah guess i will fall sick soon.

my pretty ah ma


yESTERDAY , i met up and study with glenn.
whatever it is ...ended studying and stuff.

So sorry to christie for not attending your bday party.
really ,i m deeply sorry.

yesterday smth really bad happened .
i heard from mummy smth bad is gonna happen to ahma
gosh i freak out upon hearing the words"CANCER"
so i goes,BLOODY HELL.
i couldnt help but i cry cry cry cry cry.
i was like asking myself why stupidly cancer had to befall on her among the whole family.
i wish it was me that was diagnose with cancer.
seriously,i really cant take any blow.
IT is a impt year and i seriously need my grandma with me.
pls whoever it is pls pls pls help my grandma.
gosh,ah ma stay strong thru the 3 days and weeks and mths and years.
i want you!
ah ma rmb u once promised me ,
u say u will wait for me to go poly and we will go taiwan shopping
u say u will see me till i get married
u say u will be with me thru the end
u say u say u say and u promised me so much things..
i promised to bring u along on my dates.
i promised to bring u go shopping,
i promised u so much stuff...
plsplspls hold on till the end.
i guess i did so much charity and now bad stuff happen to my grandma.
KARMA i belief u but yet what is happening to my grandma.
pls i need mre time with her.
pls pls pls ah ma wo xu yao ni.
thru the years,u always guide me whenever i needed help and whatever u want and its withim my means i wil get it for you.
but there are still stuff yet completed by us so pls hold on thru long long long time.

ah ma pls get well ,i m willing to sacrifice my life for you.
i missed the way u talk and sing so pls get well and tell me those long stories that u did when u were young.
ah ma pls.
dont give up!

sorry
i m a bad grand daughter.
there are tyms u yearn for me so much yet bcos of fun and joy i neglect you D:
i regret! D:
ever since ah gong death i swear to myself that i will treat u super well.
so pls let me treat u well and be fillial to u.

Labels: dedicated to my ah ma.

hey peoples.
gosh i m dead tired , i reached home ard 12-1am last night.
back is still aching and feeling terrible.
sorry to glenn cos i couldnt make it to go to starbucks today cos my family have smth on.
ahahas[:
sorry and sorry for nt able to guide u to find the starbuck i m referring to =x
I m sorry! ]:

ytd ate sakae sushi.
gosh it is fattening manz!
haha he was eating lots too !:D
jun quan suggested to play some guessing movie sorts game while waiting for our uber long chawamushi.
lalalas its fun i guess.

and by the way i love black POLO TEEs

hey peoples.
today,i dragged myself to school despite knowing that i m really super unwell D:
mummy was angry with me for some reason D:
this time round i guess it was my fault for being so attitude and nt caring hw she felt all the time.
I guess it is time i repent and reflect =[
But she stills prepare whatever is needed for me for school :D mummy sorry and yuan liang wo ?

I came home ard 4 after the math remedial and all i can say is : OHMYGOD! really quite lame i guess asked ppl go thr do algebra and those v.z.Z.
In my brain,i kept thinking nvm it will end soon and end soon....
after that,i really had nt much energy to like walk home,so i went back gate with loves and all to took a bus home.
went home and flopped everything and i popped my medicine and slept for whole 2 hrs.
I feel better alil but i feel restless and coughing suddenly adding onto much pain in my stomach.
grrrrr i m stoping here to go to bath [:

z.Z
hey peoples.
gosh i m sick like again !
I m so sorry to wei ling .oops cos she ask me help ended up i oso sick.
sorry uhhs.

today woke up at 3 and the urge of toilet is needed agn.
T.T
dam miserable and i can feel the gross feeling.
whatever it is ,I am proud of myself.
I DID alot of Emath TYs and the satisfication is filled in me .
oH YEAH! [:
mummy praise me too :DD
uhhs after after like so so so long wor.
lols :D
I LOVE Lynnette.
THIS GAL CAN TALK TO ME LIKE 5 HRS LONG !:D
haha:DD
thx for accompanying me uhs.
loveyou.
I WANT SCHOOL!
i miss alot of lesson D:
dar dar say its bad but i really no choice wor D:
errr don worry teacher thou i m home but i still study derhs :DD

misses him.lzq

heyo people.
ahahahs :D

firsty, i m sorry for ponning the math remedial D:
i feel so bad and guilty ]:
teacher hope u forgive me?

i met up with dearest ytd nt my darling [: i met up with Lynn and Sam (:
this two really brightens my day up manz!
this is excalty what happened..
so i suddenly receive a sms .

i see a unknown number...
dear u want go out?
me: ehhs dar dar u change number ar?(thinking that it was my baby who change num)
Lynn: lols sharon hw can you wang ji wo?I m lynn and Sam s beside me
me:o.O lols okok.psps=x
lynn:so meet u ard 4? bugis .
me:erm sure cos my frd mother off so ya couldnt study with her so ok lorhs.
lynn: okok see you then.

haha so ya i was late once again ! ]:
hais why i cant not be late !
i feel so bad lorz ]:
reached there and saw lynn,sam and BEN.
gosh Ben dam cute ahahahahs :DD
i kept telling Lynn than she was like "u gt boyf liao leh"
i was like i know la but why he so cute arh?
she say he is a mixed blood de [:
soooooo.....
Ben hahas u thank me for my complement le wor and u promise me to treat me to somewhere uhhs.
he asked to exchange number and so we did.
we walked ard and all of us was like BORED.
Lynn out of the blue say ,sharon we go buy POLO tee want?
i agreed profusely.
i bought a black one same as hers.
Sam and Ben bought the Hot pink de!
haha^^

all of us also agreed to wear it today.
daddy was so good!
he came and fetch me to grandma hse and we longbang Lynn too:D
Sam and Ben say they going somewhere else so ya bid farewell .
*sam dam cute he wave then like take his phone press button and point at me !*
Lynn say i die liao ]:
cos cos she say my darling will get angry de ]:
i told her i didnt flirt him wor and we are frds and will remain to be(:
happy day!!
i will wear polo tee!!!Later On.

oh hey people!
sharon is getting so crap and from what janice say she need to change.
i wakie ard 3am to 6am thinking that i ned that F toilet so yea.
I was extremely tired and thus i couldnt go to school.
sorry t people who thinks that i didnt go school bcos of CL.
nope i was really not well.

so i went to see a doc ard 8am and
sms flooded my phone some by my darlings and some friends and ya MR fahmy send me sms too :DD
kind of shocking .but if u happened to read, i thanked you :D

so ya today polyclinic service so fast so ya i see the doc so fast within half an hr i guess and mummy brought me to shop alil and she ask me if i want to was the photos so i happily agreed and who knows that all the photos in my phone is all corrupted .
so F man!!
nw all my pics from the past cant be deletd too that is the worst D:
ARRRRRgggghhhh!!!
i shall post the pic that i was out and it cost mummy freaking $56 and my MC so freaking die bcos of that freaking C woman =[
arrrggghhh sorry
i guess i need to shud up!!

hais it reall hurts me thinking back of the smt that cos me problem.
=[
yeah i will cool down now! [:
doctor ask me rest well and 3 proper meals or consequences will be scary .
haha cool doctor!:D

heyos people !
this will be q.wordy...
scroll through if you are lazy / no interested to read :DD

AHAHs friday MPS so need no attend school as marmie was busy with work.
jus kidding, she will be going to school on tuesday.
whatever it is friday is quite tiring as i have tuition and in the morning i study through.
gosh life is so tiring.
oh yahs and study with glenn in starbucks! :D
I guess I feel in love with STARBUCKS!:D
thus,recently i m q.broke.

OH yah,met up with darling on thursday night and ya i was supposed to meet marmie's friend for tea but ended up that i apologise as i really wished to see darling.:DDD both of us was super happy ! we didnt meet up for one week and i nearly died ]:

oh yeah now is sat.
same thing still as last night i was having terrible stomache i could not sleep so i didnt sleep the whole night but just study study and still study.
hahas^^ marmie say what i am doing now is just"san fen zong re du"
oops pardon me as my han yu pin yin sucks yea!
Thus ,i m determine to work hard and prove to her that I am not.
OH Ya! we were saying if by mid year i dont pass six subject than i will treat her to Italy and is ONly entilted To my MUMMY!:DD
lols:D
see how great is my determinaton?
=X
hahas^^
peoples i gotta sleep soon as i will be waking up to study later :D
ard 5am ! [:

darlingg ,thx 4 ya support and whatever.
I love you mre and mre each day.

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