my pretty ah ma


yESTERDAY , i met up and study with glenn.
whatever it is ...ended studying and stuff.

So sorry to christie for not attending your bday party.
really ,i m deeply sorry.

yesterday smth really bad happened .
i heard from mummy smth bad is gonna happen to ahma
gosh i freak out upon hearing the words"CANCER"
so i goes,BLOODY HELL.
i couldnt help but i cry cry cry cry cry.
i was like asking myself why stupidly cancer had to befall on her among the whole family.
i wish it was me that was diagnose with cancer.
seriously,i really cant take any blow.
IT is a impt year and i seriously need my grandma with me.
pls whoever it is pls pls pls help my grandma.
gosh,ah ma stay strong thru the 3 days and weeks and mths and years.
i want you!
ah ma rmb u once promised me ,
u say u will wait for me to go poly and we will go taiwan shopping
u say u will see me till i get married
u say u will be with me thru the end
u say u say u say and u promised me so much things..
i promised to bring u along on my dates.
i promised to bring u go shopping,
i promised u so much stuff...
plsplspls hold on till the end.
i guess i did so much charity and now bad stuff happen to my grandma.
KARMA i belief u but yet what is happening to my grandma.
pls i need mre time with her.
pls pls pls ah ma wo xu yao ni.
thru the years,u always guide me whenever i needed help and whatever u want and its withim my means i wil get it for you.
but there are still stuff yet completed by us so pls hold on thru long long long time.

ah ma pls get well ,i m willing to sacrifice my life for you.
i missed the way u talk and sing so pls get well and tell me those long stories that u did when u were young.
ah ma pls.
dont give up!

sorry
i m a bad grand daughter.
there are tyms u yearn for me so much yet bcos of fun and joy i neglect you D:
i regret! D:
ever since ah gong death i swear to myself that i will treat u super well.
so pls let me treat u well and be fillial to u.

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